My Darling Sassy,
From the first time we saw each other when you were only 6 weeks old, you and I knew we were meant for each
other. Although there were so many other people in there you immediately wanted to come to me. It was love
at first sight. From that moment on it was a relationship that was so full of undying love and caring for each other
that it was and is unmeasurable.
You were my best friend, my protector, my soul mate, my angel. How you loved just being near me
and me near you. You and I had a bond that can never be broken. I can not believe you are not here on earth with me
anymore. Only in spirit and memory. I have your pictures all over the house. I kiss them and talk to them
and whisper good morning and then good night. The nights are really hard. I miss your warm fuzzy little body next
to mine. The nights are so long and I still cannot sleep peacefully without you there.
Sassy, I cannot believe you are not here. You were gone so suddenly. Everything now seems so empty
without you. A piece of my heart and part of me went with you and will always be with you.
Although you became blind in January,you were always so stoic and learned so quickly to get around and
follow commands with out seeing with those beautiful big dark eyes that could no longer see.. You always knew where
I was and how you still enjoyed life and was so full of life and love. You never complained. You were always so
stoic and beautiful even when you didn't feel well.
How you just loved being with me and me you. You were always at my side and how we loved sitting
in the big blue chair with Spunky on one side, Sissy on the other side and you in the middle on my lap where you always insisted
on being. The afghan quilt covering us and we would watch TV and all fall sleep. All you ever wanted was to be
close to me..
When you became ill, we tried our best to get you the proper medical care. No matter what it took
or how far we had to travel. How we tried. But the angels called to you that fateful day and God took you
away in His arms to be with Him and the Angels.
I remember the rides you loved, your beautiful face, the beautiful color of your fur, the ice cream
treat, the treats, the cuddling at night in bed with me, daddy, Spunky and Sissy. You bantering and playing with Spunky
and Sissy. How you would growl at anyone who came near you if I was holding you. Although blind you sensed
if someone tried to come too close to me or kiss me and you would let them know with your low growls "NO WAY"., the excitement
you showed and your squeals when I would say want to go "bye bye", or when I would come home after being out and say"mommy's
home", you would squeal with joy and run to me to pick you up and all those wet kisses. And I would sit in the blue chair
and hold all three of you and be showered with kisses. The bantering with Spunky and Sissy who loved you and miss you
still. You were the alpha furbaby and they followed your lead never guessing you could not see.
Oh, how I, daddy, Sissy, Spunky, Mark (your willybee) miss and grieve for you as well as all the family
. We loved and love you and always will forever. There will never be another you. You were so special and
we had this indescribable bond that can never be broken. Oh, my angel, how do I live without you? I know I must, but it is
so hard and the tears flow day and night. I am so devastated and heartbroken.
Rest in peace my baby until we meet again. Play and be happy with all of mommy's angels who have gone
on before you. Tell them I will always love them and miss them, too.
But you my little darling you and I had this special indescribable bond. You were one of a
kind. You loved me to sing to you and when I was feeling down and I talked to you , you always looked right at my face and
listened and if I cried you always licked away my tears and kept kissing me. I miss your companionship. I miss you so
much. Rest with God and the Angels until we are together again. There is so much I could say about how special you were
and still are, but it would takevolumes and volumes of paper.
For you my special angel with all my love. I will always love and miss you forever and ever. Mommy